I know I ain't good for you 
I ain't even good for me 
My soul is all twisted up like a tree around its roots
I do the wrong things and I say the wrong things 
They always come out wrong lately
And it makes you leave when you might want to stay 
But I can't go back 
And looking forward through the window 
I'm just judging distances to the ground 
And would it hurt? 
Cuz it can't be worse than this life I made 
And I'd tell you all of this 
But I can't speak these words 
And I know you're tired of me talking
I can barely hear them inside my head 
I'm just left here with nothing
But the cold bitter steel that I nuzzle between my teeth
So I wait for the next day and I say it'll be better 
That I will try to do better 
But I'm still the same person 
I'm always going to be the same person 
And there's no changing it
I just... miss feeling like I didn't need to