Jacob texted me yesterday and said he had to make 36 cupcakes (cupcakes with pies in the middle).
I DREADED it, because I knew he would leave a huge mess for me to clean up.
He ran the dishwasher and cleaned up some dishes, but the actual mess he left for me to do, of course. He refuses to clean up after himself and I don’t get it. I’ve asked him SO MANY times to do it. But there is powdered sugar all over the floor, unused pie crust on the counter, opened cans of pie filling, etc. Just left there.
Here is another fun thing he does: leaves used tissues lying around. Fucking disgusting. Yes, I pick them up. Because I don’t want our children to find them and get ahold of them. He always gets mad and says I don’t give him enough time to throw things away… but I give him plenty. He also gets mad when I don’t wait for him to do something he says he is going to, but I don’t trust what he says. I know better.
I swept twice yesterday, and he actually has the gumption to leave the kitchen looking like that. I mopped the floor this weekend and scrubbed some of it by hand. And he fucking does this to me. It feels like a slap in the face.
I’ve explained this to him SO MANY TIMES but he just refuses to acknowledge it.
We got into another fight last night (yay) and he said these exact things about me. LOL. He acts as if he does nothing wrong, and I’m the one who needs to change but refuses. He also called me childish, as usual. He loves to say mean things like that to personally attack me when we’re fighting about things that have nothing to do with our character. I never call him names, because I think it’s stupid and gets the conversation nowhere, but he’s always done it. I’ve asked him not to, but he still does it.
I just… don’t know. I’ve brought up counseling before but he thinks I’m the one who needs to go and not us together.
I am not sure what to do, but I feel sad today.
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