I want to be beautiful- in my own eyes. I want fingernails that are pretty. I want my house to be clean, but I don't want to do it. I want to be NORMAL... or perhaps I should say... I want to be the opposite of me. I want to be thin. I want to be confident. I want to be a mother. I want Jay to be happy.
None of this is too much to ask. Why can't I get what I want?

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