Another chilly night. I swear I am not cut out for these nights. Today was the first warm day that I could actually sit in the sun and not shiver. Also I didn’t wear any leggings when I took the kids into town. It felt good to feel the nrg and smell the water. It will feel good to be a townie again.
I took care of a client this a.m. and it was hard on me emotionally. First off he is a VA vet - blind, parkensons reallllllllly bad. Could not stop moving had an open cath ( came from the stomache instead of the penis) and was not mean just easily agitated. Then we had to go to some baptist church that the bus took us. This church was ginormous. You could sit 1,ooo easily in this place if not more. It had stadium seating, a 12 piece band, coffee shops a snack bar and only 4 black people total in this entire complex. So homogenized the sermon. Nothing on how to improve your own self....I just sat and face booked. The place is so big no one noticed. Couldn’t get more white bread if you tried. Now I know why I became stwitched to Buddhism. Got the Va back to his long term stay hotel / motel holiday innnnnn ( sugarhill gang) and got his jacket off and had him sign his form and left.
Really wanted a nap today but never got around to it. Trying to rest in between all the other things that I have to do and it’s hard to relaxe when the hampster wheel is running n running n running.
Got to call the moving guys tomorrow. Set up a time and then have to call the electric company and the cable people and start getting the ball start rolling into my new life. I am ready to let this life go. There is nothing holding me back. Tomorrow the appraiser comes to house. I just want this over with.
O! Ready for this. I spoke to my sister Sharon and I found out Jan is getting one lump some from the gov. gawd knows why for like $17,000 or something like that and she will be able to get both disability and social security both at the same time. She is set for life. Must be nice. I have no idea how she did this. Try not to look at it or get near it. Stay a way. It’s better for me if I do. I can’t question because I don’t care it just bothered me a little.
Ready for the work week and see what happens. The holiday season hasn’t even hit me yet. I don’t care even. This is the first year that I can remember that it hasn’t “touched” me and in that it usually does.
Need some hot chocolate and cinnomen toast. It is fricken cold out.
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