This is Me, Crazy Sunday, February 13, 2005
This is the place I feel most comfortable. This is the place I feel as though I belong. If only the world around me was my diary. No prejudging. No hate. No people telling me that I am crazy.
So what if I am crazy. At least I feel comfortable being crazy. It's where I belong. It's home, and there is no place I feel more comfortable, than home.
If I could be anything in the world, do you know what I would be? A teacher? No. A doctor? No. A lawyer? Nope. A queen? No. What would I be? It's easy. I'd be LOVED.
I was crying tonight. Just because I felt so alone. My kitty, Sophie knew that I was feeling sad. She came up to me and put her paw on my hand. It was so sweet. I love her.
As much as I love her I wish so hard that a man could love me. Someone to hold me at night and tell me that I am cared about. I am crazy. I am telling the world that. If you could only look at me and see through that and see who I really am. Love me for who I am. Tell me it's ok to be myself.
Her
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it's ok to be yourself. [p] 2/13/2005 3:23:58 AM
My thoughts may not count considering I'm a passby. It's OK just to be you, but you shouldn't feel lonely just because there isn't a man in your life to tell you that you are loved. This entry reminds me a lot about my friend. The loneliness that she feels made her vulnerable and defenseless when it comes to love. Falling for guys who isn't worth her time.
You're a beautiful person. [china doll]
2/13/2005 3:29:03 AM
i know you won't really pay attention to these words... but i feel you... i have always been called a freak and wierd.... i have been called crazy far too many times... i too am looking for that one person to tell me they love me for who i am but i don't ever expect anyoen to understand me so i know it is a futile idea...... i just thought i'd let you know i'm in the same boat... [LonelyAndLost] 2/13/2005 3:40:38 AM
i know the feeling very well... here i feel most at home, i know that here are people who will accept me "as is" and not think any less of me for anything.
"crazy" is subjective. so is "normal". in fact, i think everyone's crazy, and normal is just a word used loosely to pretend we're not. there are people who will always reject lack of normalcy.
you are cool, you are beautiful inside and out, [mayonessa]
2/13/2005 1:29:44 PM
and you are strong. you ARE perfect just the way you are... whether a man tells you that or not, whether anyone tells you that or not. it's easier said than done to believe it though, isn't it? i understand, and i empathise with you deeply. [mayonessa] 2/13/2005 1:32:39 PM
I can try to findthe house, Just leave the address in a private note, And the pictures are in downtown warren. [Mommy to Teresa] 2/13/2005 8:37:42 PM
shoot, im crazy and i like it. Probably cos i know im crazy. I guess its one thing to be crazy and not know it. Its another to be crazy and embrace it.
Ofcourse the straight jacket doesnt go with most my clothes but i dont let that get me down. [LastInLine]
2/14/2005 10:46:38 AM
I'm sorry to hear all that. Well, your not alone. Just today I told my mom that I just wished that someone would love me for me. Thats all I want. Someone that I can be myself around and he just loves me for me. I'm pretty crazy sometimes and I say some off the wall shit sometimes. I guess that wish will be one of the things I wish for, for my birthday. I know what you mean completely. [One Crazy Mom] 2/14/2005 3:10:43 PM
why, how come.....life sucks...I wish I was there for U, with U, whatever way U want to look @ it! LOVE ALWAYS!!!
Chadfound
2/15/2005 5:20:45 AM
its okay to be yourself, first time i seen you r pic online will you be my valentines?? 2/15/2005 3:11:13 PM
people call me crazy for speaking my mind...so what if i don't put on a fake smile for them? their NOT worth it! :) your a great person:) [loved loser]
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