I have dreamt the last few night about being in the character of each zodiacal sign.
At least, I believe that I have been in each of them. Some of them I don’t remember. But, as I come to within my dream, I hear the thought; “I’ve come all the way back around.” I feel most familiar with Leo, Virgo, Scorpio, Sagittarius, Aquarius, Pisces, and Aries- and I come to recognizing that I am acting out and feeling the feelings of one of these signs.
In my dream, I realized that I do not remember the others because I am living them unconsciously.
When I come to, I am always doing something that I judge to be “bad”, or “wrong”.... punishing someone unjustly, lashing out in anger, being defensive, hoarding, reacting in fear, charging ahead without wisdom.. then I come to. I don’t feel shame, as I am prone to do, but instead I feel a sort of gap between the shame and me- a millimeter or some very small space or time- and in that gap I see the sign, or character of the sign, acting through me, and I realize that it’s not Me.
I don’t recall how many times I’ve has this same dream. I am guessing I’ve had it many times, but only came to the realizing of what was happening the last few nights or so.
It feels very much like something different than just a dream. It feels like I’m being given a concrete experiential message. I sense far deeper patterns. Patterns of lives and lives; those foggy others coming through. As they break down the veil of the unconscious which prevents remembering in this consciousness, more light shines through. I receive more memories. I receive more concepts that fit in the gaps. I feel that it is no big deal to have an eminently flexible consciousness which is capable of entirely dissolving my small self and merging with some other identity.
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