1:34 am
10/16/25
Joker had her hoco and, I got to smash her in that dress. And now I’m talking to this girl, who is friends with that girl I dated from work. Not here but four years ago when I was at HomeGoods.
And now unfortunately, I’m looking at my phone all the time. I’m waiting for that text message. I found her via Facebook dating and I saw her on my people I may know list since I’m friends with the girl I dated. We dated for a week and she wanted to fuck in the locker room. I’ve written about her and that time she let me grab her ass in a tiny ass dress. Not gonna lie, it felt so nice. When will I get to grab a nice ass in a tiny spaghetti strap sundress? When the chance comes up you take it.
So I sent her a message and she replied and didn’t block me. She thought it was funny that I looked her up. I told her that I didn’t, she just showed up on my people I may know. When I saw her a few days ago or a week ago? It was a little while back, she had a guy. Now all those photos are gone and her profile picture is her and her cover photo is her and her son.
Y’all know that’s what I want. My own family. A sweet girl that works hard, and all that trap wife crap. Except, that but also a working mum. It’s difficult to explain.
When I get a text from her, my heart is all happy and I’m all nervous. She said that I sound so nervous in my voice messages and yeah, I am.
Because it’s a hot mum y’all!!! Joker doesn’t want none of that. Not now. And Joker ain’t ready for relationship. Maybe one that lasts a few months but nothing long term. She’s still a kid and who here has bagged a soon to be sorority girl? They always end up with hot rich dudes their age and THEN they get married. I’m just an old guy with no car, and nothing else.
I did tell the new girl that I don’t have a ride. But that might change. I saw a Honda Navi for sale and I have enough to buy it. It isn’t my dream bike, but it’ll be something. I’ll be able to get to work in 5 minutes instead of 15 to 20. I’ll be able to get around town without having to pay for an Uber. The top speed is like 60/65 miles an hour. Enough to get around town.
I want someone who…
Honestly I don’t know. I’m afraid. It’s one thing to hook up with someone and be in a situational ship, and another to actually want a relationship and for it to work. You don’t have to worry when you’re fucking someone. That’s all it is. It’s sex. Let’s fuck, fill up my affection battery and then give me my space. You do your thing, I do mine. Come back when you want another dicking. But a relationship? It’s work, it’s struggling, and it’s learning.
That whole getting to know them, accepting them, and then saying hey, I love you, I like you being near me.
Does that make sense?
I don’t know what this new girl wants. I just know that she’s interested in getting to know me and she works at a daycare. Her goals are to get some sort of degree to work with kids in school.
If it happens, cool. But I’ll have to stop smashing Joker and her friend with the cat eyes.
So what do I do? I like Joker, but it’s just for fun. If her dad knew he’d definitely kill me. Both of their dad’s would. The new girl is, I do not know. 25 at the most.
New adventure? My lunch is over.
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