4:53 am - 9/15/25
My birthday is in 8 days. Work has been going well. One guy wanted to bring a gun to work and open carry. Who the fuck is this dumb fuck trying to intimidate?! I swear the dumb shit that I see, hear, and crap that goes on at work makes my head hurt. I told our overnight coach because, well the dumb fuck wanted to open carry at work. JESUS! That and you always hear about how do and so shot up the place.
They news doesn't even cover it because the company allegedly covers up. A few months ago one of the overnight associates came in and shot up the place. Killed their team lead and a few other associates. The news didn't cover it.
At the time I was told be nice to my team because an associate shot up another store and killed their team lead.
So when this dumb kid wanted to open carry... Yeah.
I told my boss when he got back and he said we can't do anything if he comes back and shoots up the place. Jokingly he said that I have to die for the blue. That is a risk we all take working 3rd shift. You do not get reputable people. You get the ones who do drugs on their break and get fucked up on their one hour lunch break. And the overnight leads are no better, not their bosses.
This is why I'm always saying stop putting toxic people in positions of power.
Speaking of power, I had to pull one guy into the office. He talks to much and I bring it up at the beginning of each team meeting. The talking has to stop. You can't not talk, but you need to work. If it continues then I'll have to do my job and I'd rather not. I like everyone but when others are coming to me about how they have to do more work because this or that person ain't doing their part of the job; I have to do mine.
I give them a lot of chances because, it sucks having to call people into the office.
One of the leads that sat in with me got mad at me for using chat gtp to come up with a script. When I don't have a script, I fumble it. I'm also new to the roll. Well, September the 8th was the start of my 6 months in the roll of a team lead.
I've had two weeks of solid work completion.
Work runs smoothly when EVERYONE does their part. I keep telling the team that. It doesn't matter how small the roll is. Cleaning up, putting food safety bags on raw meat, working the smaller carts of freight. Everything adds up and when everyone does a small part of it, combine it all together and we get it done as a team. There is no it's just these few workers. Everyone is held up to the same standards and responsible for their work.
I don't talk about work that much but yeah, it has been going great.
Katelyn told me that the dude in her photos is her ex. I saw some photos of him and he's kinda ugly. But so am I. And I'm not white.
Also some crooked politician got shot and everyone is losing their mind. The freak in me had to see the tapes and yep, dude got shot in the neck.
Crazy shit. No clue who he was but I don't follow the news and now friends are all of you don't like him you can leave. Like? For real??? But when they throw little kids into cages it's all, fucking animals. This is why I don't watch any kind of news media but I saw everyone fighting each other over some dumb shit.
They're all of you say good, we can't be friends and I'm over here all, this dude is definitely gonna shoot us up when we fire him after he asked about bringing a gun to work.
The world is a fucked up place. Then a coworker told me that this girl died on a train or something and no one helped her. I had to watch that video and that made me sad.
People are shit and this is why I like cats more than people. Let me get eaten by a tiger any day over getting taken out by a piece of shit human.
What else?
What else is going on?
I'm fat again. I bought Helldivers 2 and have been playing that any chance I get.
The girl that wanted me to die on my moped has been pretty nice to me. Maybe not nice but respectful.
She calls me boss.
I don't hate her or dislike her. I don't dislike or hate anyone. I have my own problems that I'm dealing with to be a hateful person towards anyone. But I'll say this, I feel sad for her. I don't know what's going on, but she didn't have any money at all. She's smart and very intelligent when it comes to her money. So whatever happened for her to be that broke... I don't know.
I told her to jump into a management position. She said that she doesn't want to do it at our store.
She keeps dating dudes who use her and cheat on her. She's not ugly. She's like a goth girl. I miss our friendship. I'll never tell her but I do. She was my first friend there and I liked annoying her.
She sat on the table by our computer on her last break and I told her some stories about my dad. Ended it with a little bit of lore about me.
I was going to buy her motorcycle but it got ran over. Her bike is cursed. Or it's karma for wanting me to die on my moped? That death juju is no good. But I don't hate her. She'd make a great boss but she doesn't want to move up because her ex works there too.
This is why you don't date at work.
I say that and here I am trying to talk to a girl on first shift. Not anymore. I don't get the vibe that she likes me and that's fine.
I'm ugly as fuck and fat.
I feel better now. Therapy writing.
I hope 2026 is nicer than this year. Let's have less murdering.
Oh, and when I get paid guess what?
I'll have $3,000 dollars. It's taking forever to save up. I may have $2,700 after paying my Wi-Fi and electric. The bike I want is $6,300 dollars. If I show you my asshole will you donate to my go fund me?
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