Your my mother and you never prepared for shit. You never defended me when stupid shit happend. Then if I did go to you or stuff going on in my life thats private youd tell anybody that would listen. You never cared to ask when I was a child in middle school and I stoped being friends with people. Its just really annoying.
Now im a grown woman and have a son and daughter im really reflecting because I REFUSE TO BE YOU.
I even today struggle doing my hair in those really cool brades that go over ur head. Then other sorts of beauty stuff. I will learn them bec my daughter wil be prepared to be a woman.
I will not frame a pic of her when she is 13 going through puberty, fat and looks horrible. What parent dose that? Majorty of parents ive met frame a pic that flatters their child.
I hate that photo. When your dead and I have to clean out ur crap I will set fire to that pic. I know I will ive hated that pic forever.
This is difficult even now opening up like this though youll never read this. Bec I have to see what I writing and beable to live with all this.
Most of these post are about stupid shit. But a bunch of small stupid things built up over years feels pretty heavy on your shoulders.
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