There are no more words in Book 1

There's so many things I've written down here and I've deleted them all.

I have no emotion left... Or whatever's there.. I don't want to share it 

I have no trust left.. or whatever's there... It's hanging by its slimmest of threads... But I doubt it 

I have no joy...no hope.. I have given them.. And they are nothing..

And love? I'm not even sure love exists