Sometimes I want to say fuck it all and kill myself in 2025

  • Aug. 6, 2025, 3:45 a.m.
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10:30 pm I still can't post photos! The last time I was on here was back in July. Can you believe that summer is gone? I still feel like crap when I think about Katelyn. She's still posting about being sad or losing friends. And asking for money to buy food. Dude...

I got a motorcycle.

I can't post photos because this gos damn place is always falling apart! See this is why I am on the fence about paying for that anti add subscription. My old ass open diary is still up and and that place is looking a little more enticing when she breaks around here.

It's nothing fancy, just a 2024 Honda CB300R in black. Remember that girl that wanted me to die on my moped? She's selling me her bike. Everyone must think I'm crazy but I don't have time to be hateful or holding grudges. I need a ride and mentioned that it's for sale. She wants $3,100.00 dollars; or what she owes to pay it off.

My plan is to learn how to ride on it and then upgrade to my dream bike. Either a Kawasaki Ninja 500 or a Kawasaki ZX6R. The ZX6R is a super bike, but I just like the aggressive riding stance and it's a Kawasaki and comes in white. I'm not one of those crazy bike riders. No lane splitting for me. No speeding. I just enjoy the ride. I go to work, home, and the gym. I live a boring life.

I spend more time looking at my dream bike than I do riding. Does that make sense?

What else did I talk about last time? Or where did I leave off?

I got a haircut, that I ONCE AGAIN CAN'T SHOW because of this god damn site.

Work is going well. I had my first unofficial coaching a week or two ago. For fucks sake, I don't remember, but I told my coach that me and my team hate working Wednesdays. See the other team lead makes my people work on the freezer and her people get the easy jobs. My take on that is that this is the last day of your rotation, finish it. I do my best to give her two people that work for me on Saturday and easy job but sometimes it doesn't work out. I went from having 18 people to 12 for some weird reason.

So one of them has to help me in the cooler.

I started hitting the gym on my days off. I used to go on my work days during my lunch how but, I have a lot of work to do. Or I'm exhausted and don't go.

That's all I've got. 

My mum went off the crazy Christian end again. Says she sees demons and shit. I think that's schizophrenia. It's always something with my mum. I love her but, my mum is crazy. Demons? Ha! Makes me laugh. The world could end for all I care. If it does I'm going down to the motorcycle dealership and taking a Kawasaki bike and parking it in my living room. I'll die looking at something sexy.


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