Manuel and I have talked kids often. I feel idk. Afraid? I feel very eager but afraid. As you all know, my cousin whose 23 has a toddler.
My friend Jenee has a serious boyfriend and I feel she’ll get pregnant soon. I feel like my childhood is officially done for.
Its weird and I don’t really get Manuel to understand what im saying as he’s a decade older. He’s gotten over all this mental mess.
I went out with Jenee and Kadence and like I felt happy but not? I felt so depressed about adulthood. All the stuff I pay for and do.
I don’t know, am I having a early middle crisis too damn early? Why do i feel like this?
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