Bonbonsito in Scattered Thoughts

  • July 9, 2025, 6:08 p.m.
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You weren’t supposed to pass away. Especially not at two years old. :(
I was supposed to be a better fur mama.
I am in disbelief.. I can’t believe you’re not here. I can’t believe you left so soon.
I can’t believe it was because you had too much water to drink. :(
My heart feels broken.

You were mamas cuddle bug. Mamas boy with the biggest heart. Our big eyed boy.
I can’t believe how stupid I was for not getting you checked and taking you to the vet when I KNEW that something was off about you. You went from being our little soldier that did everything so perfect. You caught onto tricks and rules and never, EVER, pottied in the house. You loved your brother so much. You loved your dad so much. You loved me so much. You loved my momma, my dad, my sisters and their doggos so much. You had such a big heart. Filled with so much potential.

And out of no where, you just stopped.
Stopped being you.
That’s when I knew. I told my husband that I felt like something was off and we still didn’t take you. Why didn’t we take you??????

“Polydipsia:
While polydipsia is simply excessive thirst, it can be a sign of underlying health issues or, in some cases, a behavioral problem like psychogenic polydipsia, where a dog enjoys drinking excessively.
Causes of polydipsia:
Polydipsia can be caused by various factors, including kidney disease, diabetes, hormonal imbalances, or even excessive play in water. “

So.. my sweet boy.. you could have had something wrong with your kidneys, or you could have had diabetes. I don’t really think it was diabetes, because you were both on a pretty strict diet.. but I guess now we’ll never know.

“Polydipsia, or excessive thirst, is not a disease itself, but a symptom of various underlying conditions, some of which are curable, while others require ongoing management. Treatment focuses on addressing the root cause, which can range from diabetes and hormonal imbalances to psychological factors.

Yes, psychogenic polydipsia in dogs is often curable, but it requires a multi-faceted approach that includes addressing the underlying cause, managing water intake, and potentially using behavioral therapies or medications. The key is to identify and manage the behavioral or environmental factors contributing to the excessive drinking, as well as to prevent complications from overhydration.

What is Psychogenic Polydipsia?
Psychogenic polydipsia is a condition where dogs drink excessive amounts of water for behavioral reasons, not because of a medical condition causing increased thirst (like diabetes or kidney disease). It’s often linked to anxiety, boredom, or stress, where the dog uses drinking as a coping mechanism.

Treatment Approaches:
1. Identify and Manage Underlying Causes:
Behavioral Therapy: Addressing anxiety, boredom, or other behavioral triggers is crucial. This might involve providing more mental and physical stimulation, establishing a consistent routine, or consulting with a veterinary behaviorist.
Environmental Enrichment: Providing a stimulating environment can help reduce boredom and anxiety, which may contribute to excessive drinking.
Medications: In some cases, medications like anti-anxiety drugs or calming products may be recommended to help manage anxiety and reduce water intake.
Routine: Establishing a consistent routine for feeding and water access can help regulate drinking habits.

  1. Manage Water Intake:
    Gradual Restriction: Water intake should be gradually reduced, under veterinary guidance, to prevent dehydration or electrolyte imbalances.
    Regular Monitoring: Monitoring water intake is essential to track progress and adjust treatment as needed.
    Clean Water: Ensure that your dog always has access to clean, fresh water, but be mindful of the amount.

  2. Other Considerations:
    Hyponatremia: Be aware of the risks of hyponatremia (low sodium levels) due to excessive water intake and seek veterinary advice if symptoms like lethargy, vomiting, or seizures occur.
    Veterinary Consultation: Consulting with a veterinarian or veterinary behaviorist is essential for proper diagnosis and treatment plan development.

Prognosis:
The prognosis for psychogenic polydipsia is generally good, especially with early diagnosis and appropriate management. By addressing the underlying causes and managing water intake, many dogs can recover from this condition. “

Which means.. you could have been cured. I don’t care and neither does my husband, about ongoing management. As long as you are here. As long as you are healthy. As long as we still got to see those big ol eyes and got our little soldier back. Our little boy. :(

But instead.. we just noticed that you peed everywhere and anywhere. You would potty all the time. You stopped listening as much. You stopped playing with your brother as much. You stopped acting like yourself. You became more scared of everything. You cried for everything.

We understood nothing and you were literally trying to tell us in every single way possible that you were hurting. :(
I see that now. I’m sorry it took you leaving us permanently for us to realize how wrong we were..
You didn’t deserve that papa. You didn’t deserve to feel any pain at all.
You didn’t deserve to feel abandoned. You didn’t deserve to feel alone. You didn’t deserve to not be heard.
I’m so sorry. And I will hold that with me everyday of my life. Every day until I finally see you again.. I will give you endless kisses. I will never put you back down. I will apologize profusely.
I will carry you with me for the entirety of my life.
I love you so much Bonbon.
I love you so much my love.
I love you. I love you. I love you.

I miss you.
And I’ll miss you forever.
I’m so sorry. :(


Last updated July 10, 2025


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