Fool in one word at a time

Am I a fool
To stay when I’m unwanted ?
To hope when it’s hopeless ?
To yearn when it’s lobsided ?
To play a game I know I’m losing ?
To chase for shadows ?
But you.
You made me feel like it’s all worth all the irrationalities I’ve questioned myself
So am I a fool for being true to myself ?
Am I a fool when all I wish is to live a life with no regrets
Just to be by your side, despite the impossibility