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one word at a time

by serenesunflower

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January 11, 2026

star-crossed

how could I have known when the naivety of youth triumphs over the reality of life when we unknowingly spent more time together recognizing each other habits learning and sharing the secrets we ...


November 02, 2025

dominos

the first domino - the wail of a newborn and it began all in a single day the walls that echoed our laughter the plethora of smells that invokes the memories i buried deep within the silence tha...


August 30, 2025

Haunted

What am I if not a disbeliever of my own virtue What am I if not a fool of my own vices Here I lie awake, in the hound of the night Recounting the silent steps towards an untimely end Reliving t...


August 25, 2025

"we can still be friends"

No


July 06, 2025

Ties

A noose to the neck A red string of passion A call for prayer A reason to live for Or to perish for


July 06, 2025

Fool

Am I a fool To stay when I’m unwanted ? To hope when it’s hopeless ? To yearn when it’s lobsided ? To play a game I know I’m losing ? To chase for shadows ? But you. You made me feel like it’s a...


July 06, 2025

Conflicting

I smile whenever I am with you In sorrow I seek you In darkness I yearn for you I thought butterflies are exaggerated Yet here I am falling head over heels for you But why does it hurt so much? ...


March 07, 2025

Envy

Oh, to be the moon that watches over you at night To be the sun that brightens up your day To be a home that keeps you safe To be the breeze that gently blows over your face To be someone who ow...


March 07, 2025

Faith

Frail yet persistent. Tormenting yet salvable. The soul writhes and struggles for forgiveness as it waits for the day to come. The day it all ends.


March 07, 2025

Again

There she goes again. A smile that brightens the world. A laugh that gives you butterflies. She turns and she is all that mattered. And there she goes again.


March 07, 2025

Fairytale

A life heard of a life lived In hardships we emphatize Through stormy nights we endure With simple gestures shown You, who I wish for Isolated in a tower of self preservation So reserved yet so ...


March 07, 2025

Colors

I told you I like the color blue Truthfully, I like a lot of other colors too. Like the color of your brown eyes glistening with comfort Or the perky yellow top you wore at Maruki’s I also adore...


March 07, 2025

Waves

A presence as radiant as the warm sunlight With that gentle gaze from those graceful slits Caged by clear black rectangles of clarity Oh how lucky is the sun ? To be able to kiss you whenever it...


October 17, 2024

Blue

I like the color blue Whether the monday blues I shared with you Or the blue skies of a city you once visited Even the blue scrubs that looks great on you With that blue bangle you always have w...


October 17, 2024

three

I want you to know that you made this life worth living. I thought my world ended when I failed myself and yet, there you are, shining so bright to my eyes. Like a moth drawn to a flame, I flew ...


December 06, 2019

Sky

I had always like the sky. I like how the clear sea-blue sky exudes calmness and serenity. I like how the glistening starry sky of a pitch dark night emanates complexity and intelligence. I like ...


December 01, 2019

Game

Sometimes it feels like I am living a life predetermined, pre-programmed, like how you played a character in a video game, restricted to the rules of the game and preset set for you. At times, I ...


November 29, 2019

Blessings

Last month was like a rollercoaster ride for me. Was it enjoyable? Yes. Was it scary? Somewhat. Would I ride it again? I’ll guess I have to think about it once the need arises but for now, I woul...


October 15, 2019

Lily

You, the one I grew up with. Your antics, your child-like personality, your naivety and everything that completed you had been and always will be one of the reasons why I walk on my path. Your ob...


October 06, 2019

Time

I am lost. I feel that I keep on losing myself as the days go by, leaving memoir at its trails and fragments of who I used to be, who I aspired to be, who I am destined to be. A coward, I had alw...


August 01, 2019

Silence

It’s been a while since I enjoyed some silence and solitude in my life. Everything feels in place and I am in control. But what is this uneasiness inside of me? Is it the perky sunny side of me r...


July 04, 2019

Coward

I am one. I knew it since I was a kid. How I avoided fights with rationality or rather excuses sometimes. How I ignored my displeasure to avoid conflicts. How I solved problems with money as a me...


May 05, 2019

Infinite

How is it like to live life to the fullest? How is it like tapping your unknown potential, your exclusive peculiarity to reach the epitome of your branches of life, the king of your own world? Wo...


April 18, 2019

View

Here I am, lying awake, stomach growling, body shivering to the cold weather of Amsterdam dusk, I ponder upon the fact of how lucky I am. Had I said no to my beloved mother invitation, I would no...


April 03, 2019

Desire

I crave more than I can receive. I seek a material, a medium to satisfy my satiety of never-ending lust of consumption in a form that is ever-changing like how a water shapes itself to its contai...


Book Description

this is a collection of my feelings, what I had contained in my mind and what I have been waiting to pour out. all these entries are a mix of everything logical, everything emotional and everything nonsense I experienced whereby the titles may not mean what the entries are but are related to one another at time of writing, which I do not intend to edit but reflect. this book with entries will be my way to be a better version of myself, in channeling myself in something that I thought would be best at time of creation in which may improve my well-being mentally. hopefully. or not, teehee.

in summary, its mostly a hobby, teehee.