Want to give more ~ in Plan B

I want to give massage treatments to the VA I did today ( I did massage his back ) no I do not want to go to school…thankuverymuch. I want to fly to Ohio to give my sisters husband more help than what they are getting. I want to help. I feel sad that I can’t do more. Making cards? It’s so juvenile. Who makes cards these days? Does anyone take them seriously? I will be ok. I just need to breath deep.