It is a beautiful a.m. 68 degrees going up to 70 something. I wanted to write more last night but I was filled with not angst but the feeling of “Had Enough”.... It happens and when it does it is up to me to make the change because it has to come from within instead of - on the outside - hoping and dreaming and wishing all you want that the company will change. Well they won’t. So I am going to do it. I take care of the ant lady and yesturday she took her first shower with me. Problems with the shower, her, the ants, so yestuday was the big day. No bath mat no bath chair and no help from me wanted to do it entirely on her own. She is holding onto the window handle for support. Ya. Tired of fighting. Tired period. I did her and called in and was 20 minutes over the time and which would have put me over the hour mark of course and Carol said I will put you down for 15. It wasn’t like I was just sitting on my ass. I made her breakfast, lunch, did dishes, laundry, gave her a shower and cleaned up the ants again. Really? So when Carol pulled that shit on me I called in later and called off the ant lady today. I thought since Double D called off and all I have is Ms. Bertha tonight at 5 going to chill thru the day and do Miss B tonight. Boy, was she pisssssed. I could feeeel the heat thru the phone. I thought you go out and do her. She is pregnant and it is not wearing good on her. O well.
I am going to go out on my own. I did it years ago when I cleaned homes and I can do it again. I called Nancy and my tax lady. I do not want to llc myself or make myself a corp. just make up bizz cards and put an ad in a paper of where I want to work. It is an upscale condo community 55 and over here and there is a ton of condo’s so might as well start where the concentration is instead of running hells bells all over. I already have a care plan and I took the pricing sheet from the company I work for so that way there is some bases to my prices. It is not going to be outrageous and I will only accept the best. Have a schedule and go for it. There is no need to rely on a company and get there bits and pieces of crumbs they take on as “clients”. I got a call the other night to take on the roach man. Seriously? You can hear those fuckers walk. NO!
I told my sister this last night and she goes you sound confident I told “There is No Choice”.... least I know I can give better care than what I am doing now. I will make it and I will succeed and I can sell myself. I will make it. I did the alf gig, I did the home health gig now I am ready to go for it. It isn’t like I have anything to loose because I am not making nothing. So what do I have to loose? I just keep going forward a lil at a time. I am better off than I was last year, last year I was better off than the year before and this one coming up I will be better off than this year. Only going forward. Bitching only goes so far than ya gotta do something about it. Speaking of moving foward I slept in 2 whole hours and chilled out this a.m. and now I am going to do some things than take the kids into town and go for a walk. It is a wonderful day in the neighborhood. Peace Out an In
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