This morning was cloudy cold and damp. I would have gave anything just to stay home and sleep and relaxe. But I got myself together and went to the Stoners. It wasn’t 5 minutes when I got there that she was out the door. Going to Lowes - again. There is this guy that lives with them and I don’t know the dymanics of it - I don’t want to know. But her and him take off and come back right when I am suppose to leave.I do the best I can when I am there. He wanted to go outside so bad but with it being damp and cold - no. He has these incredible muscle contractions thru out his body. When he goes to the bathroom I rub his back so he can relaxe enough just to pee. I watched him today like a doctor looking at a patient tho he never knew. I made him slowly bend over as he was sitting on the couch and I massaged his back slowly all over just to help him relaxe. I made him stop talking and just breath deep and let me try to help him with tears stinging the backs of my eyes. When we do talk I bring old memories back for him from Ohio like WMMS the radio show or talk about animals. He is a huge animal lover. I wish I could do more.They came back and she was on something. What? I don’t know. I usually know my drugs but today left me wondering. I know it wasn’t alochol. There was also a lady with them. An older lady black with yellow hair too yellow to be her natural color.I left as soon as I could. I can’t fix everything. I wish I could.
Wanted to do so many things today just to get something done other than just go to work. So tired. Going to finish watching this movie…Delores Clairborne. Great movie. Love Stephen King.
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