The embarrassment of being anorexic in Journal ◇ 2025
- Feb. 3, 2025, 8:10 p.m.
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Last week I had a rather embarrassing moment again due to my anorexia. As old entries explain, I’ve hidden this from pretty much everyone for five or so years.
Only last October was I forced to come out. It’s very humiliating. I feel like certain people I know now look at me and go hey, she’s sick she’s ill. I don’t feel like it most of the time tho.
Due to my boyfriend knowing I feel a lot of shame and guilt. Who wouldn’t? I felt like I didn’t need or shouldn’t tell him so that’s what happened. I find myself in a lot of regret.
It would be way too many entries back to see what caused my disorder and stuff so I won’t bother with that. For now, I just wanted to say it’s very embarrassing to be treated like a nutcase.
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