I talked to my father yesterday and could not sleep afterwards.
He said that the stiffness he gets from his paralyzed limbs makes it painful to lye down. Then he asked me if it would go away. The reason why he asked is that he trusts me and he wants to feel hope.
I said it will with rehabilitation training, but I am not sure that will happen.
He keeps forgetting everything. I know the cancer doctor have already explained to him that the cancer has spread through out his organs and therefore it is no use to remove the mother tumour.
Yet he asks when they will remove the tumour.
I think it would be good if I had someone to talk it through with. I don’t have that, so I write.
Feel like getting piss drunk.
Can’t today, have to wait for Friday.
… but then I will booze myself back to the stone age.
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