I just finally got a look at my health screen results from last month, and I am absolutely astounded!. I scored an 86 out of 100 points. I’m at a low risk for everything. When you can see something like that with your own eyes it means something. I am just amazed. It has nothing to do with me, it’s just the work of The Lord.
I did a really long post today on fb. I am ready to start a new relationship. I honestly am. I have been through so much that the Lord has just taken me through. It has been so rough for so long. Too many tear filled nights. Just too many of them. A lot of sad things that went on and happened. I don’t want to talk about those times. I just want to “go forward”.
I’m ready to say I love you to a woman. I’m ready to have my heart completely twitterpated, ha ha by that woman. I’m ready to get missed up in some cherry gloss lips. I’m ready to cook dinner for her and laugh about things deep into the night. I’m ready to see the things she’s into, and do those things with her.
The Lord put this into my heart yesterday at work just out of the blue. I ran over to the phone and put it in a memo file. Here it is off the top of my head. Take a good sized vase and buy some coloured marbles. Drill some small holes in the sides of the vase to let the light penetrate off of the inside. Buy a pillar candle holder, and glue it to the bottom of the vase. Spread the marbles over the bottom of the holder. Put your pillar candle in there, light it up and enjoy....
I’ve gotten into this creative mode. I’m usually in this because of the talent that The Lord gave me for writing, but he is extending it beautifully for me, and I so love Him more for it. I was talking with my friend the other day. She was telling me that she has a sewing machine and she was working on a blanket that she was making herself. I mentioned that I needed some curtains to cover my living room windows. I have two sides with three windows on each side. I told her that I want a lighter colour of purple when she asked me. I want to start getting my place into more of a romantic mood. I am starting to feel that way, so why shouldn’t my abode reflect that?
I do like that room darkening effect, which I have found out is accomplished by something called a thermal paned curtain panel. I was wondering if there was a way that I could maybe do like a double curtain rod with a darker coloured purple behind the lighter one. There is a fabric store that is not far from my Church in my old neighborhood. I am going to go in there on Sunday and get the fabric that I need, and ask one of the saleswomen that very question that remains upon my mind. I may have to just buy that panel and just send my friend the fabric so that she can do what she wants to do for me. I need to re-measure again, but I think it’s 72’ across and 64’ deep.
I want to set up some bar stools by the kitchen bar, and get some new furniture, well new to me not particularly brand new. I’m ready to start something with a woman. The man and woman stuff that’s between us will have to wait until marriage, because that to me is sacred. I’m not going to just up and give that away.
I love that video for Janet Jackson’s Come back to me, I’m listening to it fading out gently right now as I’m writing this.
Cheers,
Cbj
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