A new book in The Fort Steuben Diaries

Here because I am here so damn much. I figured that I can make a section of my diaries committed to the fort. I started here, then I escaped and now I am back willingly on my own.
So 2 of my exes have passed away and I know it’s weird to keep talking about it but it fucks with me sometimes. I guess because I was showing my friend the Instagram profile of one of them and bam! All these old thoughts and memories come rushing back. ugh.