Dentist in Riverdale

Dentist

So I got hardly any sleep last night was up till 4 am, surprisingly I felt refreshed getting up at 9.

I was up all night worried about the dentist. Which I really shouldn’t have much because I assumed that it would just be a consultation anyway.

But thankfully it was fine! I got three fillings done in half an hour.

I have to go back in a few weeks for more than a tooth extraction and cleaning but I’m glad it wasn’t just a consultation. That I am sort of halfway done.

I’m more scared about the extraction than anything. I wanna be knocked out for it maybe but maybe I’ll toughen up and be ok.

Otherwise I’m going home

My former boss sent me a kind of weird message. I don’t know what to make of it. It was just very cold and impersonal considering the circumstances in a way. I don’t completely blame her but at the time it was just very random kind of. Anyways I’m going to send back a message back that is a bit warmer regardless and try not to take it too personally I guess.... She’s going through a lot and is kind of like that anyways sometimes.

I’m just on my way home now. I’m in a good place right now considering that things aren’t perfect. I guess the new job helps the supprt and all.

I’m sad about Lee I don’t know what else do about the situation though other than just leave it alone and focus on myself. It’s too much drama for me and him. Especially since he’s telling me he’s just started a new job. Me and him together sometimes is like fireworks a hurricane and a tornado. I don’t need the hurt and drama right now. Regardless of how he acts. I don’t need to be pushed and pulled. I need peace.

I had some weird dreams again and lately the theme for the past few dreams Is new beginnings in my dream book. The airplane the bridge the baby the color purple all good dream symbols apparently. :)

Anyways guess I’ll just relax now. Busy busy day once again.

This week will be very busy so hopefully the pain is gone. But I still
Might have ways to go I don’t know.

Ciao