Blessed... in Plan B

I am. I have come so far in the last 3 years of my life as far as moving forward to where I was and what I am today. I went from a laid off reg. pharm. tech to being a CNA, HHA, Med Tech and still a Reg. Pharm Tech. doing home health care and moving foward. I know I will never stop moving forward. Never straight always forward. I will never ever just settle and say ok this is it until I find what full fills me completely. It is a journey that is teaching me so many things. I have some of the puzzle pieces together as far as what makes me happy now I just have to figure out how to make all the pieces fit that are still out on the table. They will. I know I am heading in the right direction I just need to find “my nitch” and go from there. Right now all this is a learning curve and every day it’s a journey. I am trying to keep my brain off the hampster wheel but this “self - talk” is hard to do. To remain in the present and the NOW is hard for me. I am no longer the person who I was 3 years ago. I try to make descions out of love instead of fear but even that isn’t constant but least I am aware of it. Everything will be ok. Wish it would happen sooner but hey life’s a journey....