Following My Instincts.... in Plan B

Last thursday I did my usual va client that I have been doing these last couple of months - I did them every tues. and th. right as rain. Since then the husband has been on a slow and steady decline as far as his physical well being. He is getting weaker and he now has loose stools every single day. I kept reporting it on the access sheets we are given and found out not to long we as a company can not help him only the VA can. It figures. Last th. I went as usual and there was nothing for me to do after his shower other than vacum. No biggy. But I “felt” something like unspoken words I guess you could say. I got a call at 4’sh this a.m. from the overnight coordinator saying they canceled me because he is going into rehab thankfully I had the phone off for that call. Normally she the wife would tell me something like that but she didn’t. Then I canceled the one lady who kept insisting she can do the shower herself when she almost fell twice on me. I can’t have that kind of risk and I don’t want it on my record someone fell. That follows you. Well in this bizz it is what it is and getting use to it is easier for some than others such as myself. I like knowing that everyday I am going somewhere to take care of someone. It’s ok. This too shall pass. More later. Mayby or mayby not.