So I'm a bit of a hopeless romantic. I believe in love, and never settling - let me be clear... I believe in never settling for all the happiness and love that you deserve. I've seen too many friends go down the road of being afraid of being alone and just becoming involved with someone who they knew that the shouldn't be with because they are afraid of spending a few nights alone.
I refuse to do that, I am at the age where I have no desire for one night stands or anything shallow to stroke my ego. It doesn't mean I am actively looking to settle down either, I love meeting people and will continue to do so and just be the best me I can day in and day out.
THUS BEING SAID - I do like someone, I don't often find myself really liking someone and there is someone. I don't know a ton about her but everything is there, you know how you meet someone and you know wether you could potentially move forward with them or not? Well all the non-existant boxes are checked. Shes pretty awesome so Houston we have permission to launch... I've been in some pretty horrible relationships ones that I was in probably because I wasn't a complete person and I didn't want to spend those lonely nights alone at home. I vowed to never make that mistake with women again, and I wont.
So I decided to not hold back with this one - we haven't officaly been out on our first date, and we had a bike ride planned...which I was totally excited about...But you know what? Why stop at the status quo... So I asked her...lets do something crazy? Lets go to the world series red sox game 7 against st Louis... Shes a baseball fan as am I.... big boston fans... she said yes... so this shmuck bought tickets... This is about the most expensive crazy first date, but I'm all about living life balls to the walls and that hopeless romantic element kicked in too.... What could possibly be better then a game 7 world series IN FENWAY? Tickets bought...hopes are set high.... now she cant go! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
Are you kidding me? lol!?! She has a legit reason and I understand...wait a minute no I don't.... Man...would've been perfect! now its not happening....haha life is fickle...I'm venting...Maybe its a good thing I don't know how I could honestly top that as a first date, what do I do next fly her to the moon? Let it be known guys do nice things for girls... As much as I want to go to this game I honestly have close to 0 desire to now... One of my buddies will buy the 800 dollar ticket and go in her place but I seriously am just like..... at a loss....
Maybe some things just aren't meant to be?
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