i took a trip down memory lane on my livejournal this evening. i joined there in 2004 so there’s plenty to read and sift through. i’ve never fancied myself a “writer” but there’s plenty of poems i wrote throughout these 10 years. i decided to look through a few (some i can’t stomach to read, they still hurt) and realized i’ve been writing about the same thing/person this whole time. they have absolutely no idea either and i plan to keep it that way. some of them are so good and encapsulate everything i was feeling… others don’t, lol and are just silly. but honestly, if someone has been on my mind that much, that often, and that deep… doesn’t that mean they should be there and it means something?
ahh, questions at 1:13am. best to go unanswered.
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