a dream atop a gallant horse in addressing the public
- Oct. 26, 2023, 1:11 a.m.
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in dreams i suffer my own romances
time passes but it feels like time is a circle
i wept atop a gallant horse
a figure asked me why i cared
about the cowboy in the wind who broke my heart from the inside
“because i loved him” i choked out,
surprised by my own emotion
for awake i’m nothing if not steady
but something deep down bubbled over
(i didn’t think he deserved my love
and i was right
but in my mightiness, my wrongedness, and holier-than-thouness,
i never grieved that i gave it to him anyway.)
i wake up crying but feeling like something has been unlocked
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