No, Ok, Yes in Me Being Me

You know how some mothers told their child no and then went and did what the chikd wanted? I am going to be like that to my slumlord. When she tells me not to do something I am going to do it,like light mycandles or put grease down the drain. The thruth is I won’t be putting any grease down the drain but she doesn’t have to know that. But the things that make me feel like I am living like turning the TV up when I can’t hear it or the music on my laptop or anything else she says that she doesn’t want me to do. Why the hell should I do and respect her wishes when she doesn’t respect me or what I want? I think that what I ask for is really not that hard to do. It’s not like she has to give up her liver or kidney and do with out or is it? And I can make it really hard for her and tell hubby the only time she can come down here is when he is here then I don’t have to deal with her. But then for the next three years it will be at night and I am not sure that is leagal so then it will have to be on his weekends. But then that could be dangerous especially if there is a flood or something catches on fire. Then for sure I don’t need her down here because the fire department will be here putting out the fire. And I am also going to tell hubby that I don’t want her here anytime after 5 pm because that is when I start to think about dinner and starting dinner or doing other things and I don’t need her fat ass in my way. Yes she has a fat ass because all her pants she wears are skin tight and I can see the shape of her ass. Not a pretty sight. And when she bends down I can always see her ugly underwear and that is not cool.
As fat as I am I only wear clothes that are loose fitting and don’t stick to any part of my body and then I don’t look that fat.

Onto something else…

I need to do laundry these next two days because I need hubby to be here so he can make sure the dryer doesn’t break down or catch fire. I am really nervous using the dryer because there is a tempature issue and a timing issue and I am afraid it’s just going to get worse and she said that she isn’t going to fix it because the dryer is too old. And that really worries me.
Just like I am not sure if I will ever use the oven again because the inside eleement doesn’t heat up to both the surce of power and the element needs to be replaced, but she said she won’t do that either. And my kitchen sink is still leaking and needs to be fixed.
I think for my own sanity and I know how I am I think it’s best she doesn’t come down here when I am alone because she will say something and I will react and I really don’t like to do that because later I wonder why I even answer her. And more then half the time I need to ask her to repete what she said because I can’t hear what she said and then she just won’t repete it. She knows the issue with my ears and so does everyone else I know band they just talk a bit louder so I can hear and then I can have what I call a normal conversation and feel included. I really dislike the feeling of not being included or a part of things.

Onto something else…
Dinner tonight is going to be chicken legs and some sort of fresh vegetable and I am going to be really careful if I use oil to fry the vegetable and I think some sort of pasta.
Well, I need to stop here…
Do have a great day…
Be Kind, Be Calm, Be Safe and Behave.

Last updated September 24, 2023