In the mirror in Well this is life

Today I looked at myself in the mirror and I cried, I cried because I’m failing at everything, in failing at life, failing my marriage, failing kicking my addiction. I looked in the mirror and could tell I’m a person I’d tell my friends and family to walk away from.
Falling
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Lyrics

I’m in my bed
And you’re not here
And there’s no one to blame but the drink in my wandering hands
Forget what I said
It’s not what I meant
And I can’t take it back, I can’t unpack the baggage you left
What am I now? What am I now?
What if I’m someone I don’t want around?
I’m falling again, I’m falling again, I’m falling
What if I’m down? What if I’m out?
What if I’m someone you won’t talk about?
I’m falling again, I’m falling again, I’m falling
You said you care
And you missed me too
And I’m well aware I write too many songs about you
And the coffee’s out
At the Beachwood Cafe
And it kills me ‘cause I know we’ve run out of things we can say
What am I now? What am I now?
What if I’m someone I don’t want around?
I’m falling again, I’m falling again, I’m falling
What if I’m down? What if I’m out?
What if I’m someone you won’t talk about?
I’m falling again, I’m falling again, I’m falling
And I get the feeling that you’ll never need me again
What am I now? What am I now?
What if you’re someone I just want around
I’m falling again, I’m falling again, I’m falling
What if I’m down? What if I’m out?
What if I’m someone you won’t talk about?
I’m falling again, I’m falling again, I’m falling.
Harry styles