I Just Want You To Know Who I Am... in Just Moments

~Wow, I didn’t realize it had been over a year since my last entry. Time does have a way of flying by…
~Some updates… my best friend lived with me for 6 months. To all you people out there that want to keep your best friend your best friend, maybe living together isn’t the best option. We made it but it was getting to the point where it wasn’t working. She needed to be here but I’m glad that experiment is over! Going from living alone to always sharing a space is not easy.
~I did decided rather recently to give online dating a try again. I haven’t had much luck yet, but as explained in my previous entry I have issues. I really don’t know if I’ll ever be able to make a true connection with someone. We will see. The only prospect I have is an old friend who is in the process of getting divorced. He’s always had a thing for me. Asked me out when I was 18 and just about to start college (he’s a few years older than me) and I turned him down as I was starting a new chapter and didn’t want to be tied down and live any opportunities that came my way. And I just didn’t like him in that way… Fast forward all these years later and my feelings have not changed… so yeah. Maybe I really don’t have a heart??
~In other news my brother is getting married, which is causing some controversy within my family since he’s gay and my family is rather religious. My point of view is simple. It’s not my life, as long as it doesn’t negatively reflect me I do not care. I want my brother to be happy. I had assumed for many years that he might be gay and he never actually came out to any of us until we met his now fiancé. I like him so I’m happy he’s going to be joining the family in a few months. But I now do understand a little bit what it must be like to be apart of the LGBTQ+ community. Some people have very strong opinions on the correct way to live your life… Like they have any idea what I actually go through on a daily basis.
~Anyways I hope life is well for everyone. Until next time <3