I Am A Lot Of Things.... in Me Being Me

Revised: 06/16/2023 8:30 a.m.

  • June 16, 2023, 2 a.m.
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Has there ever been a time where you were right and the other person is wrong? And you wonder why they just don’t look at what you are saying? Like when the water is dripping and they tell you it’s not bad enough to fix and then it just gets worse? Or when you think there is something that isn’t giving off enough heat like the oven because the element is not red or orange where it should be and was told it’s fine? Or that there is only water damage and won’t even bother looking behind the wall to see if it is mold or what?
I know I make a lot of mistakes but the least I do is say I am sorry and try to do better next time. And I do admit when I am wrong.
I am wondering if the people on my friends list who do read me..why don’t they all leave me something that says they actully read wheat I wrote? And when I ask them questions about what they wrote they never answer me well more times then not. And when I tell them something didn’t work on their entry they never say thank you for letting them know and don’t fix it.
Why are some people like this? Do they hate me or am I really that boring that I don’t deserve to know they read me? When I read entries I often leave a note and say something encouring and try to help them out with new ideas. I do appreciate how people here try to give me different ideas and just so you know IO do think about them and sometimes I even try to do them. So thank you for that.
I wonder if people are really that busy that they take the time to write here and just don’t anser peoples notes? Does that mean they don’t care about others? Or is it just me?
But the one thing I have realized is when I do write here I do feel much better and for the most part I do fix what is wrong with me. I still have a lot of work to do but the list is getting smaller and that is a good thing.

Onto something else....

Today I am going to get my hearing aids so then I will officially be considered old. I just hope people won’t see them and then ask me why I have them. And there will be a selected group of people that I will tell. And the others will just think that my hearing has gotten better.
But what I am wondering is if thee aids will be what I really need because of the wax build up and the wax muffling the sounds I am suppose to hear? Should I not wear them till I get the wax removed? But my mom told me maybe they will be a wate for me to have but then I will ask the specialist what he thinks and go from there.

Onto somethong else…

Well, it’s friday so it’s left overs for dinner and I am not sure what I will eat but it will be something.

I need to stopp here…
Do have a great day…
Be Kind, Be Calm, Be Safe and Behave.


Last updated June 16, 2023


Beret June 16, 2023

I doubt that people hate you. But almost every single day you gripe about your landlord. Yet you never do anything about the situation. So what more is there for anyone to say to you? I suppose writing here is a form of mental therapy for you. If that's the case, good for you. But what do you expect others to say to you about the same thing every day? Also, your fascination with trump is downright weird.

Jodie Beret ⋅ June 16, 2023

Writing here is all forms of therapy for me and when I do get my thoughts here I do think about them and I talk to others and then evenetually I will do my best to fix the situation.

theKat June 16, 2023

if water is dripping it is too much! it is a waste of water and if it is not dripping in a sink or tub it is causing damage!

Jodie theKat ⋅ June 16, 2023

I know...but fixing anything is all about how much money it costs and how much the new parts are.

theKat Jodie ⋅ June 16, 2023

true but if you do not repair the damage costs even more. so it costs less to fix asap then to wait. IF you own something you need to have enough money for repairs be it a car, home, or just a bike.

Jodie theKat ⋅ June 16, 2023

I have been living by that rule for more then 30 years...So when something dstops working and I can replace it I will but because tI only rent I don't care how much it vosts and if she is stupid enough not to fix it hen it stars not workint then it's not my monkeys.

Anaiss June 16, 2023

I leave notes when I have something to say. I never feel obligated to leave a note just so someone knows I am reading their diary. As someone else pointed out, you write about the same things every day. I've left you lots of notes about your landlady and I've offered suggestions on what you can do, but you always have an excuse to not do them. I'm not stupid enough to keep telling you the same things over and over when it doesn't do any good. And honestly -- I have no interest in reading what you or anyone else thinks about Trump. I prefer to keep him out of my life as much as possible and that includes not reading diary entries about him. Bottom line is, if writing here is therapy for you that's great. I'm glad you have this outlet for your feelings. But don't expect people to leave comments about the same thing all the time.

Jodie Anaiss ⋅ June 16, 2023 (edited June 16, 2023)

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I have tried some of the things you have said and all she says is you can leave if you want and if you do I will evict you so I am now out of options so that is why hubby is dealing with her and telling her things that are wrong.
I really do appreciate everything you have aid to me and I do feel better when I try to do what you suggest.

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