It's Still Dark Outside in Me Being Me

Revised: 06/01/2023 6:27 a.m.

  • June 1, 2023, 2 a.m.
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Well, considering it’s something like 3:22 am it should be dark outside and cold in here. I really dislike waking up this early and not being able to go back to sleep. So I just stay up and start my day that much earlier. And waking up with a headache is never in the plan.
Iam really starting to think that I am having the effects of mold because eversince I have moved here my headaches have been not getting any better and this is the second or third time I have had stomach issues and a sore stomach that feels like I am going to explode. But I do have a phone appointment with my doctor soon so I will be asking him if i can go see a speacialist and find out what is wrong with me.
Oh and just for the record I haven’t been eating very much of anything and the snacks like chips and peanuts and the chocolate I was eating non stop I haven’t been eating hardly any of that stuff so it has nothing to do with that and not eating right because I do eat well. So I know it has to be something where I am living.
Hubby said he wants to get me an air purifier with a hepa filter so maybe that will help with the mold particals and the dust. There is a lot of dust here because of the heat and air vents and I think that has something to do with my breathing sometimes. But then I do have an allergy to dust so that doesn’t help.
I really am finding all these stomach issues really frusturating because no matter what I do it still doesn’t get better. And going to the bathroom is scary because I never know what it will look like. Hopefully soon I will feel better and not have this.

Onto something else…

My index finger is sore again and hurts when I try to bend it at the knuckle this has happeend before so i am starting to think that I am getting arthritis and it’s my right hand so it’s hurts when I do things like typing and trying to pick things up and hold things.
I am wondering if this is what getting old is all about and what will be next?

Onto something else…

I was talking to my son yesterday and he was telling me he got this e-mail that said....

This....(let me know if this link works.)
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So what this means is that my son is on his way to be getting paid for his work but he needs at least 100 readers to start getting anything and in order for him to make a living at this he needs something like 5000 followers. He did say thatnk you to those who went to the site to read him he really appreciates that and I thank you also. And I asked him if I can continye to post his thoughts here and he said he would like that. So when he sends me what he has written I will post them here so you can read it and if you want to you can go to the meduim web site and read him there. And if you do go there you can leave him a message and something called a “clap”

Onto something else…

Dinner tonight I think will be pork chops or fish with a fresh vegetable and maybe rice or small potatoes.
And of course the domestic work that I didn’t do yesterday.

I need to stop here…
Do have a great day…
Be Kind, Be Calm, Be Safe and Behave.


Last updated June 01, 2023


theKat June 01, 2023

I hate broken sleep... but it is June 1st and A/C is full blast at night so it is nice to be cool! it is 87˚ here and high 60's at night.
how long have you lived in that house?

Jodie theKat ⋅ June 01, 2023

almost 10 years. And for the last five or so years things started to need fixing and they still haven't been fixed.
I have a fan for when I get too hot and the oven for when I get too cold.

VelveteenRabbit June 01, 2023

Awesome for your son Jo! Seriously!!! And I wake up more or less at normal times, but there are times where I wake up at 3-5am and I will more than likely have a headache. IDK... what do you think???

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