'and i can't change. even if i tried even if i wanted to'. *E* in The Wonderland Years: 2014. Done.

that song it just. it makes me so happy. as does eva cassidy's cover of um. 'people get ready'.

yeah so. ya know. there are certain things that people can't change about themselves. and maybe what I've been . detailing in here about the whole. evan thing.......... [sorry i'm tired atm and I've not been feeling good as of late which is why that's vague]. maybe for him those are some of those things.