Food, work, client, chicken, body in Glowing world

Breakfast was spinach, scrambled eggs, grated carrot, diced celery and red bell pepper in a tortilla. French press coffee as well. I opened at work, and was there until 5ish. Came home, made a peanut butter and peach jam sandwich and sauteed yellow squash, red bell pepper, carrots, and celery in chicken stock and lots of butter. I came so hard last night that there was a wet spot bigger than my ass, so I put the sheets and mattress pad in the wash. Then I showered, used my facial peel, shaved my legs, cunt, and armpits, put on make up, and got dressed. As a whore getting ready for work who doesn't want her room mate to find out, I was reminded of living with my parents. I wore leggings over my fishnet stockings and garter belt, and a hooded sweatshirt over my spaghetti straps and pushed-up tits. I brought my mini skirt with me, and put it on in my car. Then I had sex for money. Today I found out Mike is 65, which seems about right. It was fun. There was one part when I was sitting on the couch, and he was perched and straddling me, and fucking my mouth. I used one hand on the base of his cock to both stroke him and block him from choking me, and the other hand played with his balls. He loved it, I felt a little bit disconcerted by the speed and the force of his cock in my mouth, but he made me come hard several times and paid me, so I can't really complain. He's also very sweet and cuddly after, and always has a bottle of cold water waiting for me. I've been seeing him for years, and he's very fit and cool. While cuddling, he told me that I really should see Butch Cassidy and the Sundance Kid, and I said he should watch Fight Club all the way through. Then I came home and roasted my chicken. Safeway said to use or freeze it by the 4th, but it smelled fine, and I'll sort it out and freeze it tomorrow. I can also make more chicken stock. Yummy magical chicken stock makes all of my frugal and tasty meals possible. That, and my pure raw talent. I've made salad for tomorrow's lunch: spinach, grated carrot, cranberries, beets, celery, red bell pepper, and ranch dressing. Having prepped vegetables really helps me eat them on a regular basis. I threw out an avocado today, and was sad. Kenny and I didn't really connect today. I tried calling my at 9:30pm, but he was already dancing. So I wrote him "Oh right, it's Wednesday." and asked him how he was feeling today (last night he was pretty sick). He told me he felt better, I said "I'm glad," and that was it. Today I was attempting to let him come to me, but he really doesn't do that. He's very passive, that way. This could be an issue. Tomorrow I open, get a massage, and meet my friend Jason after dinner for hot chocolate. He's an old friend who wants to fuck me, and I haven't decided what my boundaries are for him yet. He's fingered me before, and it was fabulous. Two things feel odd in my body, and it's possible they are related. I'm very constipated, and my lower left abdomen is tender and hurts off and on. I can also feel food (we'll call it food) moving around in my intestines, and I've been having lots of gas. My friend Mike thinks my psoas muscle might be tight, and I've tried stretching it, and I'll see what Desiree the massage therapist thinks. She can actually help with the psoas and constipation, I hear she does great abdominal work. I want an enema. I haven't had one in about 3 months, and that is longer than I am used to. It's possible that with all the fiber I've suddenly been eating lately, it's plenty bulky but backed up. I should sleep. Goodnight.