feb. 21, 2013 in My ex.

'my god I'm up early. currently 7:20 a.m. I'm usually up between 9 and 22. er not 22, 11. 11.a.m.............wow. Anyways. Not that I slept well or for long. Sowhen he told me I was shocked for a few days. I wanted to be in denial which. I also was. You know it's not like I'm taking this well or anything. well no. And he expects that. He's not doing well w/ this either. The first few days I emailed him and then that stopped because........... t first I was hurt. which I still am. But it was.....'