Lonnnnng Day ~ in Plan B

It started out early and ended late. Did the Lil Lady first then on to do the VA gentleman and it was nice. Came home made a grilled cheese and took a quicky nap then onto a new gentleman who is also a VA. It was 4 long hours. Learned alot - he is homeopathic and got alot of good information. All in all a good day just a long day. Still don't know the Lil Lady situation. I do know that I will not be pulling 8 hour shifts with her. No. And also I will finish the application for the hospital. I know I sound like I will never ever be stabel again and I may never be as far as feeling it in my heart. After what happened to me trust in the coperate side of life took a shit and I don't trust anybody anymore except myself. So I have to do what I feel is right in order to make me feel secure and knowing that I have a stabel pay check just not from an ALF but this time from a hospital. A new learning curve. You can say alot things about me but hey I will never stop trying new things. That is what I have to do in order to find the right formula to make my life more copeasetic. What ever it takes I am willing to do and to take chances. Life lessons. I am a pro on them by now and not as afraid. Being afraid holds us back and keeps you from growing. So why do that to myself. Onward and upward. Milk n cookie time. Peace.