12:39pm
And so it has begun...
We aren't quite busy yet, but I know it's only a matter of time. Not looking forward to the crazy. I just have to pace myself, take it all one day at a time, and remember to eat. hah.
I figured I wouldn't be as tired since I spent my entire vacation on a pretty steady routine. Sleep and wake up around the same time every day. I even had my alarm set for most of it so I wouldn't overindulge. Of course I figured wrong though. It's only Friday of Week One and I've pretty much been tired since Wednesday. haha. I'll probably have to find a way to go to bed earlier, but I'm not sure how feasible that is. Or maybe try energy drinks? My thermos of coffee every morning doesn't seem to be doing the trick though.
I guess walking through the day in zombie-status will just have to do. Wish me luck!
Is anyone even around here anymore? OD feels like a dead zone. It's kind of sad to see it fall apart like this. I can't imagine writing anywhere else. I thought I'd be writing in here forever. Like telling you all about my maybe-someday-marriage/kids/house/farm animals/I have no idea. It will be very strange if I never get that opportunity. Talking to myself isn't quite the same. Even if I never get notes it's still nice to have the possibility of someone else taking a glance. We'll see how it goes, but my optimism is waning.
So yesterday morning I was sitting at work and my attention was caught by a cute redhead walking towards the coffee shop. It took me only seconds to realize that he looked exactly like CK. To the point where I had almost completely convinced myself that it was actually him. Like I looked out at the parking lot to see if his truck was around.
A few minutes later he came back out and I got a better look. He was missing the boots and cowboy hat but damn was it a close call! Weird the way they looked so similar. He had the same hair cut, same look, same facial features. It was totally uncanny. He jumped into a car with another good looking redhead and sports equipment on the roof rack. Which pretty much convinced me that I definitely should have chased after that guy. haha. ;-)
My mother's been dropping CK's name casually in conversation just about every day. I try to mention a bunch of other people randomly so it doesn't feel so awkward when his name comes up. Honestly it's just because I don't talk to that many people on a daily basis that I end up talking about him. It's not my fault that I've seen more of him than pretty much any other person I know during this break. Nothing I can do about that.
And yeah, that whole thing is still going on. Can't help that either!
Maybe this season will bring just enough distractions to where I stop talking about it for a while. Here's to hoping ;]
Tomorrow we have a pretty big meeting to attend. We're closing the office, but I actually have to wake up earlier than usual. That's kinda lame. I'll have to try to get out in time for Happy Hour and then I'll feel better. hehe.
Back to work.
rose.
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