All of Zimbabwe May Rejoice! [Friends Only Entry] Thursday, June 12, 2003
Well, I hate you. Is that what you wanted? I hate you again... because I still love you. It's not fair. It's so not fair. Is it time for me to die yet? I can't live like this any more.
How do you make your head stop thinking?
I never thought i vetem would come back... but she's right here. Kind, strong, big hearted, giving, and lonely i vetem.
Once again, I want to die. It just seems easier than the life I was given. I feel as though God said, "You, i vetem, will be given a huge heart to love with, but your punishment will be to never be able to be loved."
And hense... I live here unloved... unwanted... and I feel so ugly.
All I did was try to make him happy... and everyone keeps on hating me... hurting me... killing me... bringing me down...
fuck this shit... this life is shit... and that makes everyone so fucking happy!
Shannon's life is full of pain... all of Zimbabwe will sleep well tonight knowing that.
GO FUCK YOURSELFS.
i vetem
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all i offer is love.
i love you and your suffering heart.
never give up on life.
god bless.
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