This is Not Who I am Supposed to Be 2-14-2003 in Out in the Open

This Is Not Who I Am Supposed To Be Friday, February 14, 2003

He admitted it. God... I wish he would have just lied to me.

Where am I going?

Move on! Just be careful not to move onto more of what you just left.

Again my mind filled with 20 million thoughts that all collide with each other.

I am so sick of being used. GOD HELP ME. THIS IS NOT WHO I AM SUPPOSED TO BE.

Look at me. Stop looking through me.

Her