The Truth Hurts Sunday, December 29, 2002
I guess the only reason I miss him so much is because I am lonely. I hate that reason though. It's not fair. Why can't he just want to be with me. Heck right now I would just be happy with him just wanting sex. I just want someone that wants me. I don't understand why I am uncapable of being lovely to someone. I just want someone to say, "It's ok. Everything will be okay." However, no one will say that... Everyone has to be so truthful.
No, everything won't be okay. Everything will be horrible. No one will love me. No one will care. There will be no one ever in my life that loves me.
I hate this! I hate it so much. I hate the fact that no one cares about me.
Someday I will die. That day will be the day God will take me in His arms and say, "I love you. I always have. I am sorry that you weren't happy with the life I gave you. I am sorry that you couldn't find happiness. I am sorry that I couldn't create someone that loved you. I am sorry for all the rapes, and for all the pain that was brought to you on Earth. I am sorry for all the men in your life that hurt you. I am sorry for the men that abused you and used you. However, I love you and you are okay now. You are with people that love you and will take care of you."
And I will say...
"Blessed be to God."
Her
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