Oh more confusion. (Some TMIness) in The Awesome Chronicles of me.

Hi again, its me the questioning if he’s a bisexual asexual dude. Whoo boy, has the past few days been a whirlwind. I’ve tried reaching out on a few subreddits and a asexual community on facebook. Plus i’ve taken to the scalding remains of twitter to help me rant some more, because I can’t come on here every five seconds to rant about this situation, and i’m not comfortable talking about it on facebook with people on there. Not just yet.
I think when I ranted/asked for help in those communities there was confusion. Some asked if I was A-romantic (No romantic attraction) or biromantic (attracted to both genders) I don’t know. It’d probably be a bit from column a and b as goofy as that sounds.

Here is my thoughts.
Yes No matter what comes out of this wonderful identity crisis I have been suffering from I am 100% asexual, on the grey scale. 95-99% of the time sexy time does not interest me.

(TMI ALERT) someone on the facebook page suggested looking at lewds and such to see if that did anything. It did about as much as when I look at female lewds. The diddling was just a release and not a satisfaction if that makes sense. (End TMI alert)

If I would go out and date a guy my demands would probably be the same as a girl. Hand holding/kissing/non super PDA is ok. Anything beyond maybe a walk to first base (Which is what that is) would be off limits 95% of the time because I Just.... don’t....... feel it....... sexy time is just too much work, for too little joy and output. I get too tired, too sore and just too.. not thrilled. It is also messy. (A bit of TMI there too sorry)

I am still on the fence about this whole bisexuality thing. I think i can feel mild attraction to guys and date them but Augh, head go whirrrrr.

I am ok outside this though. Like i said, my brain has been zooming from point A to Point B then to Point Z with all other points in-between as fast as a hamster on 4 cups of espresso.

I have friends who have gone through the same situation and their advice has been the most valuable and I value it greatly. Stay rad.

Anyways. I just needed to iron out these thoughts, going grocery shopping soon.

Keelah Selai.

me.