Alcohol is NOT the answer in To Whom It May Concern

Life has changed drastically on so many different fronts. I understand not being able to cope.. not immediately.. Consuming large amounts of alcohol can’t be the answer. You’re so concerned about getting a transplant and you walk on egg shells when you talk to the doctor…not always being forthcoming about your habits. You know what, living the way you are, as self destructive as it is, could potentially keep you from getting a life saving procedure. Does it not make sense to live life as healthily as possible, in case that time comes rather than destroying yourself from the inside out until then, only to be turned away because of the bad habits you’ve had until that point? None of what you do makes sense to me. I want you to live, our family, our children want you to live, we want you to chose life. I understand that we can’t make you want or do anything. It’s just hard to watch you….

Our daughter deserves to have you walk her down the aisle. She deserves to dance with you at her wedding, to have you intimidate her prom date. Our sons should learn how to be a man from you.

There are so many things on our list that I want us to accomplish. So many promises that we made one another. Why can’t you want those things too? Why can’t you fight for the future you deserve?

Why tf are you giving up?!?