No Purpose or Motivation in Life Journal

Today especially, I feel like I have no purpose. I can’t find enjoyment in all the usual things I do. I don’t know where I belong in terms of my career. I’m just really struggling to find what makes me happy and gives me meaning. Of course, I’m trying to ‘better myself’ but I really have no idea what that even means. Short term fun isn’t terribly exciting and the idea of building up wealth isn’t appealing in this very moment. Just feel lost and alone is all.