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Feeling a general cloud of sadness over me the past couple of days. Really tough. One moment it almost feels unbearable and the next I feel like I’m as happy as I can be. My sleep schedule is the...

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That’s right. The past couple of weeks I’ve realized how much of a chore getting out of bed to use the restroom feels. No, I’m not overweight or lazy. But I’ve realized I’ve slowly moved into thi...

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Facing countless job rejection emails doesn’t get any easier. I think the constant rejection for the past 5 months hasn’t exactly helped with other aspects of my life. Obviously, it’s not the end...

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Got extremely drunk with some friends last night. I usually don’t drink but when I do I only have 1 or 2 drinks the entire night. My body does not process alcohol so I have a terribly low toleran...

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I think I hate you. And I think I wish I’d never met you and wasted all this time with you. It’s not fair that you’re still making me feel this way.

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I had the sudden urge to reach out to my ex because I was feeling extremely down. Feeling confused as to why things ended and wanting closure. After deliberating, I realized reaching out would be...

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Today especially, I feel like I have no purpose. I can’t find enjoyment in all the usual things I do. I don’t know where I belong in terms of my career. I’m just really struggling to find what ma...

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If anyone reading these posts is familiar with a lot of the entries I’ve made, you’d know that I’ve recently gone through a pretty awful breakup. Not only that, but I’m a recent college graduate ...

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So I finally gained the courage to unfollow her on all my socials. I’ve been wanting to do this since day 1 but couldn’t let go. I finally did it and I definitely feel better! From the get go I k...

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Skipped a day of actual journaling but instead had a little rant. Today is a funky day if I’m being honest. I’m having difficulty not being angry/upset towards my ex. I was reflecting and going b...

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It’s funny how you can be extremely content with where you are in life and then out of the blue have something traumatic or awful happen in your life and completely turn things around. It’s like ...

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Just got back from a friend’s get together for a birthday. I was originally dreading the idea of going because I was not in the mood to socialize. I sat in my car listening to sad music moping an...

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Feeling very unmotivated today and not exactly sad just a little numb. I still feel very alone no matter how much time I spend with friends/family. In the moment, it does help to be around others...

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It’s been 3 days since I’ve made a post and that’s because things were okay for a while or at least I thought so. Seems every night the intrusive thoughts/dreams get worse and after waking up I f...

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I was home alone all weekend. I finally picked up my sister at the airport yesterday. Just a couple minutes ago she asked why there weren’t any dishes or why none of the food in the fridge was ea...

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Sorry for how jumbled and unstructured this is. I occasionally add to each entry when I’m feeling some type of way. Day:1 Yesterday was probably one of the most emotional days I’ve been through...

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