I can't handle it anymore in Post Breakup Journal Entries

I was home alone all weekend. I finally picked up my sister at the airport yesterday. Just a couple minutes ago she asked why there weren’t any dishes or why none of the food in the fridge was eaten. I replied and said sorry I was feeling depressed. She asked why and I almost broke down in that moment. I told her that my girlfriend had broken up with me and she asked why and I said I didn’t know. I went back to my room and couldn’t help but ball my eyes out. I’m sick of feeling like this. I also don’t want to burden anyone I’m close to with how I’m feeling and I just feel so alone and I hate it.