oh how the quandary rolls in Sometimes I feel dead inside

i'm looking at a few more weeks until she comes back to visit. i'm a little worried that my changed out look and even physical changes might be a problem. well not so much a problem as a we might get drunk and sleep together situation. which i'm not entirely sure i'm against. i mean sure there's the logistical problems, but i think i can behave myself. i've had to before with her. i guess we will worry about that if it comes to that. i'm also excited about seeing my folks and niece in a couple weeks. plus i will work out with my brother. i've never really been able to keep up with that cardio program. but i'm going to give it a shot. it should be pretty awesome. plus i get to play with a great dane the whole time. i was told i needed to watch how to train a dragon as my niece had decided i reminded her of the main character's father. she then decided that when we were in town together we would be seeing the sequel. so i watched the movie and the christmas special, its pretty funny how my niece put that together. needless to say my next few weeks could be very interesting.