Tuesday 03/15/22 in Lady Loves the Ocean

Good Evening Tuesday!!

I was not sure if I was going to post today or not. I don’t really have much to say. It has just been one of those days. Blah blah blah!!! I can’t explain it. I just can’t figure out what is going on with me. Maybe the weather changing. Maybe all that is going on in the world. I just don’t know. But I am going through something for sure.

The sun is still up and shining brightly. It is almost 6 p.m. It is 60 degrees. No coat was needed when I went out today. Two long walks. One in the morning and one around 5 p.m. I love this weather. Tomorrow is supposed to be even nicer than today. Thursday we still have the chance of rain. But that is okay. We really need it.

I am very frustrated with my eyes. I am still dealing with a lot of burning and watering. It’s been two weeks since the injection. That is about how long it took last time to get my eyes clear. I really pray that was the last one I needed. It is so frustrating. Trying to watch tv or read a book. Even driving. I just want this chapter to be over.

I am feeling tired already. I am not sure why. I didn’t get up until after 7 a.m. this morning. I did wake up several times during the night. So I don’t think I had a very good rest. Maybe I need to get a complete checkup. Or have my blood checked at least. Or maybe I am just depressed. Whatever is going on I don’t like it.

Ok, so I broke my rule tonight. I didn’t want to cook. I didn’t have any think quick. And no lettuce for a salad. So I ran through McDonald’s. I grabbed a fish sandwich and a small fry. I ate the whole sandwich. But I only ate a few of the fries. I couldn’t stand the grease. So I also ate some yogurt. I am going to have to break down and go to the store tomorrow. I hope I don’t regret eating the fish later. It tasted good.

Gas remains the same $3.89. I checked when I ran by McDonald’s. It would be wonderful if it started to go down in price instead of up. A girl can certainly hope. I check every time I go out praying it goes down. I know other people are paying a lot more than we are. But this is high for us. I am sure I will be in sticker shock when I go to the grocery store again. I currently have a good supply of meat in the freezer. But if I find any good deals I will get it. I have one more week until my SS check. See if I have any money left from the last check. Usually, I have very little. This month I am struggling. Bills are always paid. But I like to have some money left over. Without food stamps next month it will be a whole different story. If that isn’t depressing as hell. But I will have a cheaper phone and internet bill. I am going to call about heating assistance tomorrow. The minimum you can make is $25,760 for 1 person. Ha! ha! ha! I am nowhere close to that. So I am going to apply. Even a little bit of help is better than none. I just want to feel a little relief from all of these high bills. Even if they only helped me for one month. I will call and see.

Well, now that I have talked to myself for about 15 minutes I think I will stop here and post this. Time to relax for the evening. I am going to try to read a bit. And then watch one of the shows I have saved on Hulu.
Good Night Diary
Later,
Sheri