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5:54 am

Aaaalmost had a good nights sleep. Almost. I actually fell asleep at a decent time. Around 10 maybe? dunno. But I woke up at 2 am almost screaming in pain. What pain? A new pain. Well, not new.. different? Way fucking worse? meh

So for a few years now when I’m driving, my right hand goes numb. I reposition and shake and it goes away rather quickly and doesn’t come back until I get in the car. Doesn’t happen every day, and it’s just annoying. Nothing else. Also, The numbness in my hand/fingers isn’t consistent. Sometimes it’s thumb and forefinger (carpal tunnel syndrome symptoms), Sometimes ring and pinky (ulnar tunnel syndrome symptoms), sometimes it’s all of the fingers, up to my elbow.

I have noticed it getting a wee bit worse, but nothing to write home about (or write here about lol) When I woke up at 2, it felt like my forearm and hand were trying to cramp up reeely hard, and the numbness wasn’t that gentle kind. It was the kind that really hurts. And my left was feeling the same, plus, I couldn’t make a fist (part of that is the fact that the arthritis is getting way worse).

So I got up, took some aspirin, ate food that I thought I was going to regret (having issues there, too) had a smoke, went to bed and fell went back to sleep rather quickly.

Same shit happened at 4. So here I am.
Sent a message to idjit doctor to see if she may have any other ways to ease this shit.

Found my right wrist brace, so I guess I’ll put it on after I finish typing. My left wrist brace stays in the car because every once in a while it will start reeely hurting while working.

There is no way I can wear both at the same time and do anything. I’ll have to switch it up if I need to.

I have more shit on my mind that will have to wait.

See ya.