A Plan Such as This! in Starting Over

Since I am finished with my work for the day....here's an entry.

I am having such a hard time getting over my Dad. I don't speak of it much, because I don't want to upset my Mom. I think about him every.single.day!!! I know that people have told me that the first year is the hardest and I truly believe it. It's like the least little things remind me of him. While my cousin was taking pics of Keith and me the other day there was a beautiful butterfly behind us. I thought to myself, "that's him"! I know that it might sound crazy, but it's true. Butterflies hold a significant meaning to me. Always have....always will. I just don't know what to do with the feelings that I have.

It's been really hot the last few days. You can definitely tell that it's summer in the South. It's more or less the humidity instead of just the heat. I think I could deal with the heat if I could just breath when I go outside. Oh good times...for sure!!

Work is going well. I am learning things little by little. I will just be glad when I can get all settled into my own space. The lady that is retiring is still here right now. So, she is still using her office, which will be my office. I can't wait to decorate and make everything my own. :)

Keith and I are taking a little trip this weekend. We will only be gone Saturday and then come back Sunday, but it's a much needed getaway. I am really hoping that nothing happens!! It would suck to have our plans fall apart. lol!!

Well, the phones are ringing I better end this now. Hopefully I will have the opportunity to write again soon.

Take care and God bless!! Love to all!!